Monday, April 28, 2008
Today's update
Well, Lots been going on. I'm seeing a dietitian and a therapist trying to get it together. Here's what is going on, my dad went to prison. I thought I would get peace...right ? Wrong ! ! I'm having nightmares; waking up in the middle of the night wanting to throw up...sick to my stomach...feeling very gross. I need to work on this so badly. Here's a look at my nightmares....it's dark, I'm about seven years old and I'm at this place were I can't see. I'm running then I wake up and I'm walking in the house. I then refuse to go back to sleep - scared to death. It's usually 2:00 clock. I never thought I could hurt like this but, this must have hurt really bad when I was little. This is for that little girl I was - I'm so sorry I didn't save you.
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Jodee,
It's really sad that that little girl had to go through that AND that you have to now as well.
See, this is why I really think a new or different therapist might do you good: one who can actually specialize in this field, you know?
Think about it. You're doing really good, despite everything you're dealing with. Remember that, okay?
Deanna
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